Today I have received an exceedingly shocking transcript. I am informed that it details phone conversations by a senior Scarborough Borough Councillor.

As stated in Lisa Dixon – Back To The Future as of Monday I am on the SBC naughty table. This means I am unable to share this directly with Lisa, Mike Greene SBC Chief Executive or indeed any Cllr. The only form of communication I have is via an email address that is monitored by a person unknown – and this at potentially lengthy intervals.

For all I know, the person doing the monitoring and the person making the threats could be one of the same person.

Given the content of the transcript, I must take the threats to murder exceedingly seriously in the interests of public safety.

As I am on the SBC naughty table, the only option I can see that is open to me is to publish – to take no action could risk serious injury or death.

NB: I have sent this post to Robert Goodwill MP and SBC.

TRANSCRIPT OF AUDIO RECORDING

Transcribed by [REDACTED]

 FV = Female Voice

MV = Male Voice (indented)

 Bold denotes shouting

BOLD CAPITALS – screaming/ranting

Recording begins mid-conversation…

FV – OK, nothing.

MV – Please don’t be angry with me, [NAME REDACTED]. I’m trying to help you, [NAME REDACTED].

FV – Nothing’s going to [F-WORD] change, [NAME REDACTED]. That’s the problem. Nothing’s going to change.

MV – [NAME REDACTED], nothing’s going to change……

FV – The only thing I can do tonight is have another Twitter storm, because it’s the only way I can get attention and I have to go tonight and say I have been [F-WORD] bullied and [F-WORD] gutless [REDACTED] knows about it and he’s covered it [F-WORD] up. I’m going to have to do this tonight as it’s the only [F-WORD] thing I can do. I’m worthless to them, my life is OK its OK someone has nearly caused me to kill myself that’s OK. WHY DON’T THEY GET IT?

MV – Why don’t you listen to me for a minute?

FV – Nothings going to change, [NAME REDACTED]. The people who read [REDACTED] probably don’t even know what you are on about. Don’t tell me things are going to [F-WORD] change.

MV – Please listen to me. I know how you want to get this properly resolved but you won’t get it resolved when you are not thinking straight because you are so angry.

FV – I DON’T CARE – I WANT REVENGE – I WANT THAT [F-WORD] [C-WORD] HUNG BY A TREE AND, BY GOD, I WILL KILL HIM IF I HAVE TO – I AM QUITE HAPPY TO GO TO JAIL FOR LIFE TO GET THAT BASTARD DEAD – YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? I WILL KILL HIM – I WOULD LIKE TO KILL HIM BECAUSE AT LEAST THEN I WILL HAVE SOME PAYBACK AND HE NEEDN’T WORRY THEN ABOUT BEING CALLED [F-WORD] [NAME REDACTED], BECAUSE HE’D BE IN A [F-WORD] GRAVE AND PEOPLE CAN COME AND WEEP AT HIS [F-WORD] GRAVESIDE AND SAY WHAT A WONDERFUL MAN HE WAS. I DON’T CARE. I WANT HIM DEAD.

MV – If you want to get your own back on him you’ll have to play a very clever, measured game. It’s no good losing your rag. That won’t get you the result.

FV – Nothing’s going to change.

MV – Listen, I’m doing my best to help you and I will continue trying to help you, but I don’t want you to just completely lose the plot, so please try and calm down and let’s have a plan instead of just being angry, as angry won’t get a result.

FV – They don’t care – THEY DON’T WANT ME – THEY DON’T CARE – THEY WANT ME DOWN. THEY LITERALLY DON’T GIVE A [S-WORD] ABOUT ME – THAT [F-WORD] EMAIL – THAT’S WHAT THAT SAYS – I AM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF [S-WORD] TO THESE PEOPLE …….. I AM GOING TO BEHAVE LIKE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF [S-WORD] – I AM GOING TO ANSWER THAT AND I’M GOING TO [F-WORD] SAY THAT THEY ARE [F-WORD] MURDEROUS LYING BASTARDS, ‘CAUSE THAT’S WHAT THEY ARE.

MV – I don’t think that will help get a result.

FV – I DON’T CARE!

MV – But you do care; you want a result.

FV – Look, your [REDACTED] aren’t working [REDACTED], right? The words are too long and they’re full of bull-[S-WORD]. They’re not having any impact. Right. Nothing’s going to change.

MV – How can I help you?

 FV – You can’t help.

MV – I want to help.

FV – Nothing’s going to change until I kill myself. Do you understand that? I have to kill myself in order to have my life actually mean someone turn round and say maybe something went wrong. So that’s what I’m going to Tweet to Scarborough Council tonight as a result of their [F-WORD] wonderful [F-WORD] email, that’s the result they’re going to get.  I think that’s all I’m going to say. I don’t want to talk. Nothing can be done. Nothing’s going to change.

MV – How are your spirits about the way things are going?

FV – Nothing’s going to change.

MV – Nothing’s changed since last night to be downhearted about, because last night you were upbeat and had good reason to be upbeat.

FV – There’s nothing to be upbeat about. Nothing’s going to change, I’m in a [F-WORD] mess – I HAVE GOT NOTHING LEFT – I HAVE GOT NO LIFE LEFT – STOP TELLING ME HOW I SHOULD FEEL – YOU ARE NOT HELPING – so please [REDACTED] I don’t need plans – I’m going on to it and I’m doing what I [F-WORD] do best because there is no [F-WORD] point – I’m not interested.

MV – I’m trying so hard to help you, [NAME REDACTED].

FV – I don’t care.

MV – I know you don’t care at the moment but one of these days you’ll get to the end of this and you’ll come out on top, if you don’t make any mistakes. I just don’t want you to make any mistakes.

FV – I’m not going to come out on top right. NOBODY GIVES A FLYING [F-WORD]. You know you’ve got [F-WORD] opposition Councillors that won’t even do anything. SORRY [REDACTED]. WHO’S GOING TO DO IT?

MV – You might as well talk to me in a voice where I can understand what you are saying, [NAME REDACTED].

FV – There’s no point in any of this. There’s no point, right? There’s just no [F-WORD] point. There’s no point in being reasonable. There is no point in being reasonable. I’m not playing that game anymore; I’ve got to stop it. Tonight’s the night now I have to say. I’m going to [F-WORD] kill myself if I have to….

MV – No. Please don’t talk like that.

FV – ….. I’m going to ask them. If they don’t …… it I’m just going to kill myself. I’m not going to tell anyone where when I’m doing it. That will be even more fun.

MV – Please don’t do that. Please don’t do that. Please let me…

FV – I’m doing it. I’m doing it because that’s it, that’s the only way they will actually take…

MV – Please let me try to help you.

FV – No – THAT [F-WORD] BASTARD WHO (INCOMPREHENSIBLE ON AUDIO) ME – I’D LIKE TO GO UP AND KILL HIM – I’D LIKE TO STICK A KNIFE IN HIS STOMACH AND TO WATCH HIM DIE. AND I WANT HIM TO LOOK AT ME WHILST HE DIES AND I’M GOING TO KICK HIS [F-WORD] FACE IN – THAT’S WHAT I WANT TO DO – I WANT TO KILL THE [F-WORD] LITTLE RUNT OF A BASTARD AND HE NEEDS TO BE DEAD AND IF I HAVE TO KILL HIM, I WILL KILL HIM – I WILL GET MY REVENGE. I DON’T CARE IF I HAVE TO SPEND 20 YEARS IN JAIL FOR IT – I will happily kill him to get my revenge.

MV – I think you can get your revenge without the 20 years in jail.

FV – I am not going to get my revenge – Nothing is going to change – I bet not one person is going to take one [F-WORD] note of that article yesterday. It doesn’t matter, it’s only her, it doesn’t [F-WORD] matter. My life is worthless. So let’s just see this game out, my life is worthless. Directors are prepared to lie on record.

MV – Well, that’s nothing new. They’ve always been prepared to lie. Nothing’s changed on that score, has it? No. I agree with what you are saying. I’m just very worried that you are going to go a little bit too hard on yourself and you’re not going to get the result you want.

FV – I don’t care. There’s no point. You know there’s no point.

MV – But there is a point.

FV – I don’t want to be reasonable. I don’t want to play reasonable any more. I’ve tried all that before. It’s not going to work.

MV – Well, maybe I’m more optimistic than you. I think they are in trouble and you have the upper hand at the moment.

FV – I don’t think I do.

MV – Well. I do.

FV – Believe me, nobody up there is concerned about me. Nobody gives a [S-WORD]. I have to die. That’s the only way I will get anything if I’m not dead. So I will kill myself if I have to.

MV – That would be the absolute guarantee that it gets swept under the carpet ,is what that will do.

FV – I don’t [F-WORD] care, I’d rather be dead.

MV – No, please don’t talk like that.

FV – No, why should I stay alive? I want blood on their hands and I don’t care. Nothing’s going to change [REDACTED]. Nothing’s going to change. They’ll have gone on with their meeting today and gone [F-WORD] you. That’s their attitude.

MV – I don’t think they will have done. I think it will be quite the reverse. I think they will be wondering what the [F-WORD] they can do.

FV – You don’t know that. Has anybody told you that? No. [NAME REDACTED]? I don’t think even [NAME REDACTED] will openly talk to you. He’s just a little runt that is going around making out that he’s your mate. I don’t think he is. I think he’s going around knifing you in the back every five minutes. Personally, I wouldn’t trust him as far as I could throw him. So I don’t believe anything has been done. I don’t. So sorry, [NAME REDACTED]. I don’t think your [REDACTED] have had one ounce of impact. The honest truth. I doubt it was worth the [F-WORD]…. the toilet paper would have more impact in that Town Hall. I’m sorry, but it’s true. That [REDACTED], other people that read it didn’t even know what you were on about. They couldn’t understand it. The words, they couldn’t understand it, don’t know what you are on about.

MV – Well, that’s not the kind of reaction I’ve been getting, but there again, I’m not talking to the same people as you so I don’t know about that. But in any case, whether you are right about that or not, the game is far from over. Yesterday you were talking about what a long game it was going to be and I think that’s the objective view of it. It is a long game and I think that there is nothing to be gained by trying to rush it along as that will rush it into the wrong result. The right result is the way you were talking a few days ago about waiting to get the SAR, and going back to the Police about the SAR, and going back to Scarborough. They’ve got to give you the evidence in the end and if you’ve got the evidence, you’re in the right and they’re in the wrong. Therefore, if every card is played correctly, they’re in the [S-WORD]. They will be in the [S-WORD]. All you’ve got to do…….

FV – (Incomprehensible).

MV – I think it is. I have every optimism that you are going to get them on the ropes now. But I certainly think that falling out with me and getting angry is not helping you. I’m very worried about you. I’d like you to just try and recognise that I would like to help you. I really would. I’ve spent hours and hours on the phone with you in the last few weeks for that sole purpose; to try and bring your case forward and try and get you some justice about it. I’m on your side.

FV – Nothing’s going to change, [NAME REDACTED]. I’m sorry, I don’t believe you’ve had one ounce of feedback that says that … that indicates anything is going to change.

MV – The feedback that I’ve had is that they’re absolutely – everybody I’ve talked to this morning and this evening is absolutely appalled at the way the Council has behaved. Absolutely appalled.

FV – Are they going to do anything about it?

MV – Well, that remains to be seen. That remains to be seen. I’m very interested to see what happens when I see [NAME REDACTED] when he gets back from [LOCATION REDACTED], because [NAME REDACTED] won’t sit on this – he’ll go down there and he’ll go straight in to [NAME REDACTED]’s office and say this is not going on like this or I’m going to do. There are people who will work with me to work with you. To work with you.

FV – (…….) Look at the work. Not going to work. I have no reason to continue on. I haven’t got enough money to live on, I haven’t got a life. I want to be dead anyway, so it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t [F-WORD] matter and you go and [REDACTED] I have a history of suicide, how can I apply for jobs if you are [REDACTED] that and people open it up. Do you not understand that 16-page statement you keep [REDACTED] there? An agency went and read that and won’t represent me because of that statement. Do you not understand that? You keep re-sharing stuff without checking with me. I don’t want that statement ever shared again. I want it off the [REDACTED]. You shouldn’t be sharing it without, you know, it’s not appropriate and I don’t want it out there I don’t want it out there, OK,

MV – Hey….

FV – I don’t want it [REDACTED].

MV – [NAME REDACTED], you put it out there.

FV – I don’t want it. I want it taken off, [NAME REDACTED]. I don’t want it on [REDACTED]. I don’t want it there. I don’t want it. I don’t care. I do not want it.

MV – But it’s the truth.

FV – It doesn’t matter. I CAN’T GET A [F-WORD] JOB BECAUSE OF WHAT I DID. You know I haven’t washed myself in two weeks because I haven’t got any hot water and I cannot afford to buy a new boiler. I cannot even get a [F-WORD] job because I’m so [F-WORD] worthless. I’m such a [F-WORD] worthless human being and you think a [F-WORD] couple of [REDACTED] are going to save my life? Well, you can [F-WORD] off if you think that is going to happen. I’m better off dead and that’s what I’m going to do.

MV – [NAME REDACTED]…

FV –  ….. tonight I’m [F-WORD] killing myself.

MV – Can I help you with some money?

FV – I’m doing it via Twitter as clearly that’s the only way this Council’s going to listen. I’m going to kill myself on Twitter.

MV – Can I….

FV – I’ve done it before and it nearly worked. I’ll do it this time, and this time I’m not telling anyone where I’m going.

MV – …. Can I help you with some money?

FV – I don’t want money. I WANT MY [F-WORD] DIGNITY.

MV – Yes, but at least it will help you to have your boiler working, wouldn’t it?

FV – I’m not bothered about that. Look, I’m ending this call now. It’s a complete waste of time. I’m sorry.

MV – [NAME REDACTED]

FV – I’m sorry I screamed at you, but what’s the [F-WORD] point?

MV – Listen, please, please listen to me. Please listen to me.

FV – No. There’s nothing to listen to, [NAME REDACTED]. Nothing’s going to change…..  Right? They were prepared to cover (incomprehensible audio). They were even prepared to send out an email that they know not to be true, but they don’t give a [S-WORD] that I am going to kill myself (incomprehensible audio).

MV – But don’t you see, that’s the….

 FV – They are causing me to kill myself. There we go again.

MV – That’s the mistake they have made. That plays into your hands.

FV – (incomprehensible audio) just leave me alone, [NAME REDACTED]. I’m not interested. It’s not going to change and there’s nothing that you are doing that’s going to change it. It’s not going to change, right? Just not going to change. Nothing’s going to change.

MV – Then why don’t you just pack it in and walk away from it and don’t let it get to you that way?

FV – BECAUSE I NEED THE [F-WORD] MONEY – I CAN’T EVEN LEAVE, BECAUSE I NEED THE [F-WORD] MONEY, YOU [F-WORD] MORON.

MV – I’ve just offered you money.

FV – Just leave me alone now. I’m going now, I don’t want to talk. I don’t want to talk. I’ve nothing left and tonight’s the night. It’s Twitter night. I’m [F-WORD] going to do it. I couldn’t give a flying [F-WORD] now. Anyway, there’s no point. That’s it. That email has been playing on my mind for days and it’s just hit me that I’m worthless. In fact, so worthless I’m going to kill myself.

MV – [NAME REDACTED], last night you were very upbeat.

FV – There’s no point. There’s no point in doing any of this. Those [REDACTED] – people don’t understand what they are saying. Nobody understands it. Nobody’s going to stand up and defend me. Nobody’s going to do anything. I’m just a piece of [S-WORD] to these people. I’m just a piece of [F-WORD] [S-WORD], and that’s it. I’m not having it, [NAME REDACTED]. Nothing’s going to change, OK? Oh, they’re upset about this because someone referred to [F-WORD] [NAME REDACTED] as [NAME REDACTED]. Well, [NAME REDACTED] can get over that, I’m sure. He’s a [F-WORD] knob anyway. It won’t do him any harm to be called a few names. Why am I wasting my [F-WORD] time on this? I’m not doing this anymore, OK? Look, I’ve got to go now. I know you’ve really tried to help.

MV – I’m here. I’m here.

FV – I’m in a really, really bad mood and bad state (incomprehensible audio).

MV – Don’t worry about that. I’m not going to hold that against you. That doesn’t matter, don’t worry about it.

FV – This is it now. I’ve had enough tonight. I’m just having a night going on AWOL and [F-WORD] the bastards and I don’t care what they say.

MV – Why don’t you just get in your car have a drive [LOCATION REDACTED] and work out some way of managing your immediate needs, like getting your boiler organized and that sort of thing?

FV – No, no. I’m not doing any of that. I want my dignity back and I’m never going to do that (incomprehensible audio). I HAVE NOTHING. I HAVE NOTHING LEFT – I’M GOING TO KILL MYSELF TONIGHT. And I ‘m sorry, that’s it. And I’m not telling anyone…….. (callere hangs up and line tone is heard)

MV – Oh, [S-WORD]!

Third person listening in on the call; a different voice can be heard at the end (possibly female).